It is draining me mentally and physically being in this concrete tomb..Always having to be on a front, never letting my guard down, always being ready to switch on someone/someone try it..Somedays i could and have almost lost it completely and bashed someones face in over the smallest minor shit..but i can't, i have to stay patient, stay calm... i drift off to sleep ...Until i am woken by my cellmate, announcing that he needs to take a 'New York Shit, kid"...
At least he warned me this time, and i wasn't awoken by shit particles infiltrating my nostrils, and the sight of a semi naked man sitting on the toilet laying a cable..I guess that's something to be thankful for?
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